grey

i guess 

I'm so down because i see his disappointment

there is nothing i can do to help

so messy

so disaster

two broken hearts

i have never felt more loser than ever

i hate the fact of failure

i hate the fact even a hundred times more that i did such a terrible job

i hate to see him down to the point that i wish i could die.

too sad to say a word

too sad to see his face