why shall i be serious?
for this, that, and that!
when seriousness reach to certain point, it comes along with some unpleasant emotion, furious
and sooner or later, it transfers into something called, disappointment.
i guess i am in a stage of Maturity
when the unexpected sort of no longer shocking me
and know better to hold nothing such as expectations or what-if scenario
like an outsider viewing a dreadful firm called, my life.
so terribly screen written that there is no climax nor anywhere interesting enough to intrigue myself.
just like watching a trashy movie without getting myself with any emotion involvement
the saddest part is
i dont even bother to reach the remote control to switch the channel when i dont even care to know about the ending.