2009年11月28日 星期六

莫名

莫名其妙的 低迷又上火狀態
心情像顆洩了氣的皮球
.....我不懂
為什麼 我的inner system is so moody and uncertain

grr....

....sigh

溺 膩 逆
and

2009年11月26日 星期四

yes, i like THE bAsTarD


Mr. Bastard,
entertain me
Surprise me
make it go rough, ugly, and the worst
destroy my last hope for humanity
hurt my soul bad
let's see if i could have some tears for you

Player, are you ready to be my entertainment?

2009年11月17日 星期二

blk Friday

sadly, it was that lame commercial again
a late 40s overweighted man talking abt how he's gonna take a great benefit from this coming blk friday
just as all the other new yorkers would do
i deliberately touched the volume off on the monitor in another cab
....black friday blow out sale
what i had missed for the past two years
apparently
so will this year
painfully let it slip away.

2009年11月16日 星期一

22

I am in love with this song

When she was 22 the future looked bright
But she's nearly 30 now
and she's out every night
I see that look in her face
she's got that look in her eye
She's thinking how did I get here
and wondering why

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up
and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

She's got an alright job
but it's not a career
Wherever she thinks about it,
it brings her to tears
Cause all she wants is a boyfriend
She gets one-night stands
She's thinking how did I get here
I'm doing all that I can

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up
and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up
and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

2009年11月13日 星期五

guilt trIp

having a major guilt trip right now...
when i slowly realized....
when people around me, dont act like i do
when i started to value money in a different perspective
when i have started to save my secret stack little by little
money is no longer just some number

it actually weights more than price tags.

2009年11月2日 星期一

y so serious

why shall i be serious?
for this, that, and that!
when seriousness reach to certain point, it comes along with some unpleasant emotion, furious
and sooner or later, it transfers into something called, disappointment.
i guess i am in a stage of Maturity
when the unexpected sort of no longer shocking me
and know better to hold nothing such as expectations or what-if scenario
like an outsider viewing a dreadful firm called, my life.
so terribly screen written that there is no climax nor anywhere interesting enough to intrigue myself.
just like watching a trashy movie without getting myself with any emotion involvement
the saddest part is
i dont even bother to reach the remote control to switch the channel when i dont even care to know about the ending.