dont think chocolate can cure

somehow

sometimes i get depressed over something is not even so-called important.

so I try to stay simple minded

so I try to be care-free

so I try to convince myself everything will fall into its part naturally

I try to space out most of the time

too fear to let the negative thought slip into my mind

too fear to remind myself how far my fantasy is from the reality

too fear to think of anything would bring myself down.

Like I told myself i am an lucky person

Maybe because my life so far had been Ok without any true effort

i am not an aggressive person, never been one

I am just a person who needs fulfillment like anyone else.

I am just a person who will have to have achievement to feel alive.