Le back

Effortless

Love her StyLe n outfit. And her Attitude.

Jeweled

Never give IT up

the passed few weeks were bloody unbearable

and all i had done was keeping depressed myself

I am just too sick to press my dream

too tired of having constant doubts about myself

I would never EVER feed myself anything negative anymore

I had enough!

I will never never give IT up!

Don't speak

I remain silence

but

so many words are screaming out of my diary

Why can't I?

糟

心情還是很糟

有種不安的感覺

好煩

slight depression today

我覺得我快得了 輕度憂鬱症和躁鬱症

怎麼會這樣

找工作怎麼會這麼困難

我該怎麼辦....................................................

i am bloody 25 already.

let's go baCk to the beginning

....Happy Ending,

Do I

Will I?

甚麼時候開始

忘了前進

in a city of blinding lights....

fall right between my fantasy and what is real...

To be Continued...

nearly forgotten

Suddenly I see ....

OMG......

this is bloody way beyond-my-expectation painful!!!!!!

我的牙齒好痛 幹

不時有股衝動想把嘴裡那該死的東西拔下 沖進馬桶裡

omg....too painful to even fall asleep...

the pain of Not Having IT All

Im frivolous.

My problem is that Im silly BUT NOT rich.

To be honest, Things just gets not too pretty but not entirely ugly this year, 2010.

to go more detailed about the content of 2010, it is not like those stocks which have high-highs or low-lows

it's like...um...i dont know...just constantly staying low in general...

the level of my insecurity and anxiety is just as that size 5 vintage ring hanging on my finger, the size is not too big that would slip right off my finger, but yet not exactly tight enough to bring me proper amount of security and comfort.

Yep that could vaguely describe my year of 2010 so far.

But im not down.

I believe the best is yet to come.