It all happened with a spontaneous line of T's
"Oh wow, I have been living in U.S.A. for 10 Years."
Same here, I thought.
But what really hit me was... the instant yet intense thought of where i am now.
Seriously, what am i doing here? what have i been doing all these years?
I know especially now, when i am not quite setting my foot in anywhere yet.
The fact of doing nothing but staying in the house just drives me nuts.
oh yeh..I really wish i could say yes Doing nothing is quite bloody beautiful, and truly believe the best is yet-to-come
but the fear of "Society says..." has crawling on me all over, I am really trying bloody hard to make it less intense
"It's just a difficult SHORT period of time, people JUST go through it." is what i have been feeding myself ALL these times
3 More months
if i can't nail it, I am out of here.
