I could only be silent
I didn't want you to know how foolish and childish I am
I don't want you to know how much I miss you
How desperate I am to see you
I could only swallow the loneliness myself
I don't even want to say a word
Coz whatever I said sounds like 狡辯to you
I feel so hurtful
I had my make up on for nothing
But it's okay
I'm not good with words
I feel hurtful coz your words are mean
I wanted to feel that you do care for me, so I said it that way.
But whatever
Doesn't matter coz he believes in what he wants to believe.
