2009年12月30日 星期三

the usual stuff

Lately,
nothing too dramatic happened
the usual, as always

got too into scoring in online video game, obsessively pathetic
which comes along with back pain

arguments with my significant other here and there,
again, the usual

hmnnn bye 2009,
after tomorrow you will become another lovely history.

2009年12月20日 星期日

Snow Storm

It all started from...
Being awake from my beauty sleep for 2/3 of the entire Saturday
at 11:43pm (wow..almost Sunday)
While sitting on my toilet seat and looking out of the window to avoid the boredom
surprisingly, i saw there was heavy snow in the air outside
an overwhelming thrill of sensing the Christmas is almost here
i rush out to blur this news out like a child

and that was where made the rest of the night gone entirely wrong
first of all, i highly doubted that hideous idea at the first place of bringing the snowboard for Tienan to sled for
but i maintained silence.
and then...
what was i thinking to agree on taking those dogs to central park when there was a freaking snow storm?
Bravo,
I almost got myself killed half way to Central park with a layer of snow covered on my entire face
barely could see what was ahead of me
and thanks god my lovely partner was the one dragged by highly-active Tienan
it was freazing to death
i almost lost my ears, well pretty much every part of my sensation felt nothing but unbearable pain.
and the wind was insanely strong around the park
we almost got ourselves killed, and apparently my dog was the only one seems to enjoy it all.
I couldn't even figure if the cold wetness on my face was from the snow or my tears
what a disaster
It was a miracle that we made it back to our home sweet home.

2009年12月12日 星期六

the worst

the most terrifying addictive habits a person could ever get
is being
Lazy n dependable.
It could bring you down badly
makes you go into an ugly cycle
and you can hardly to find a way out.

im on rehab.
Hopefully, this time i will not go back for more.

A Men's conversation

Man A: ....OK, so who calls the shots in your house?
Man B: I do, but i know she's not going to like this.
Man A: She doesnt have to like it. Women respond to authority and leadership.
They may say they don't, but they do.
Man C: Your wide responds to that?
Man B: Who? Mine?
My wife has nothing to do with this. We are talking about his wife.

2009年12月9日 星期三

Hardly Surprising

I'm sure of it.
sooner i will be quite my usual self again.
What bothers me now is in fact hardly worthwhile to even mention
how silly is that, it really repels me
how awful.

at the meanwhile, she is probably still out there somewhere at the hunting ground
struggling like a desperate spiteful animal
trying to search for a master to feed her empty soul.

how pitiful
to cover herself with full of pretense

I can see the look from her eyes, underneath that smile,
self-consolation is still her only companion.

2009年12月7日 星期一

special kid

i am a special kid with a gift:)

Rock IT!

Only because i am still in school,

Just wait and C.
2010, i will rock it hard!

take it Easy

as a result of overwhelming school work
as the fact that Christmas is soon to come
which means this semester is closely to be over
i got another sleepless night.
mainly, is caused by the tension, the pressure, and i dont know..
the excitement of looking forward to the end of this semester?
All i wanted to say to myself is
Take it Easy, tiger!!

new things


Tie-Nan doggie key chain, and my Cat Woman Ring!

2009年12月6日 星期日

my son's life






halloween photos



我扮演的是一隻 呆瓜頭貓!!耶呼






photos from Nov.





2009年12月4日 星期五

和強納森的meaningless MSN對話

C says:
老公出去打POKER了
希望他幫我帶個吃的回來
JON says:
那不錯阿
他還是有自己的生活
C says:
家裡的熱狗都吃完了
JON says:
一直黏著很膩
C says:
屁啦
我就喜歡看他在家裡沒事陪我
JON says:
看來你需要更多寵物


C says:

我和我老公的性生活is based on 股市
JON says:
部賴阿
JON says:
你應該幫你的black berry灌個bloomberg
C says:

工作狂!!?

...................
not really.
I doubt that i will ever b labeled with that.

真的只有堅強的工作 才能擁有堅強的生活嘛?

hello, chaos!

一股焦躁感
是聖誕節前恐慌症嘛?
under the pressure, 卻又有種想豁出去怎樣我就這樣 fuck consequences的感覺
不是為了任何效果
就只是 let it be
我鍾愛黑咖啡 也喜歡白開水
為什麼連最基本的平衡點都迷失
無法亂中有序
或許 活在混亂和矛盾中
可以稱之為所謂的 the element of imperfection
too essential to be sensational
no need to b hysterical
love n peace

rebellion






self-enforcement

常常覺得
很多事情
大家都習慣強迫性灌輸
對自己們

是謊言或誠實 似乎並不重要

what really matters
is
how you deliberately tell yourself what you want to hear
to reinforce what you want to believe.