窒息

不想再活的很窒息

period

energy flow

是個病態

boredom grosses me

wanna go bad

need some entertainment

need some heat

enjoy the wild

better b so wrong to feel right.

devianCe

曾經是
一蹋糊塗的晨昏顛倒
本末倒置的shopping disorder
occassional binge-eating
constantly over-drinking
亂中無序的生活
在不斷的caffeine and nicotine中得以苟延殘喘
黑眼圈have always been my only cosmetic

在昨晚
初次深切感受到overwhelming pressure from
being a normal human being with primary job/school work
feel like "deviance" to me
but the very first time, 頂著黑眼圈中 i feel survived.

what i have been missed....

dream BiG!

......................., the self-confidence

, material of optimism

, the possibilities

, the fulfillments

, and the full power of energy.

Well its not too late

im recharging myself again.

i feel not so alone

Undecided

the handmade bear is still having this lovely smile

sitting on my plain white desk nxt to the picture says "Be Remarkable"

da da da da la da

hit my playlist from iTunes

hope to release the tension, refresh my mind

Maybe it's only been a while but it feels like forever

feeling a bit depressed

Maybe no one can stay optimistic forever