devianCe

曾經是
一蹋糊塗的晨昏顛倒
本末倒置的shopping disorder
occassional binge-eating
constantly over-drinking
亂中無序的生活
在不斷的caffeine and nicotine中得以苟延殘喘
黑眼圈have always been my only cosmetic

在昨晚
初次深切感受到overwhelming pressure from
being a normal human being with primary job/school work
feel like "deviance" to me
but the very first time, 頂著黑眼圈中 i feel survived.