C's Life & her Inspirations

2009年6月18日星期四

Over a cup of black coffee

Morning before going to my class

sipping my black coffee and went over Steve's email.

I started to hesitate..

Maybe I should start with Online Boutique instead of a real retail store

but i still will need a studio for my shooting and inventory.

so why not rent a huge house, like 3 bedrooms

and there will be one room for my stock and shooting studio

yehhhhh

To be frank, i really dont think its necessary to spend more than $5000 for renting retail space per month.

so i guess at the same time i will go see the retail spaces on Monday.

and also looking for web designer and programer.

So just over a cup of black coffee,

I actually made up my mind

yehhh lets do online store.

2009年6月17日星期三

That's When They Say I Lost My Only Friend
Well They Said She Died Easy Of A Broken Heart Disease
As I Listened Through The Cemetery Trees

I Seen The Sun Comin' Up At The Funeral At Dawn
The Long Broken Arm Of Human Law
Now It Always Seemed Such A Waste
She Always Had A Pretty Face
So I Wondered How She Hung Around This Place

Chorus:
Hey, Come On Try A Little
Nothing Is Forever
There's Got To Be Something Better Than
In The Middle
But Me & Cinderella
We Put It All Together
We Can Drive It Home
With One Headlight

She Said It's Cold
It Feels Like Independence Day
And I Can't Break Away From This Parade
But There's Got To Be An Opening
Somewhere Here In Front Of Me
Through This Maze Of Ugliness And Greed
And I Seen The Sun Up Ahead
At The County Line Bridge
Sayin' All There's Good And Nothingness Is Dead
We'll Run Until She's Out Of Breath
She Ran Until There's Nothin' Left
She Hit The End-It's Just Her Window Ledge

(Chorus)

Well This Place Is Old
It Feels Just Like A Beat Up Truck
I Turn The Engine, But The Engine Doesn't Turn
Well It Smells Of Cheap Wine & Cigarettes
This Place Is Always Such A Mess
Sometimes I Think I'd Like To Watch It Burn
I'm So Alone, And I Feel Just Like Somebody Else
Man, I Ain't Changed, But I Know I Ain't The Same
But Somewhere Here In Between The City Walls Of Dyin' Dreams
I Think Her Death It Must Be Killin' Me

(Chorus)

Love this song

super Lovely:)

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2009年6月16日星期二

BBQ Street FaiR

deal or no deal

lying on the sofa staring at the TV, but technically nothing.

chewing on the potato chips and thinking of shopping.

everyday the same except weekend night-out

this morning

T looked different, oh wait, its not that he looked different, its the way he looked at me was different. Mixed with annoying and helpless elements kind of look.

so he pulled out a piece of blank paper and a pen

he said, we need to stop this kind of empty life.

"why dont you start to write down your 3 month objective?

I thought you really wanna open up your own boutique? why dont you start to to the preparation work?" he kept going on about the same subject for a solid 30 minutes, just accused me how irresponsible and lazy i am.

"I will" I responded with an impatient tone and looked down awkwardly.

" So do you actually believe that the retail space will come to find you, not other way around?"

well, I wish I was that NAIVE. Of course, i know i need to go out there and make the deal.

started to recall when was the very last time i did put some efforts on my up-coming store

that was last week, while i was tipsy and asked Grace about the retail space hunting stuff in PEGU CLUB.(its actually more like a lounge)

I sink back into the pillows on the sofa with a great sigh.

My head is swirling with a lot of thoughts.

but really

What am i doing? sitting around doing nothing? when i have a so very huge project for me to start off. i mean, yeh, i want it, that is what i want to do. More than that, it's my dream!

it's not like i flinch or anything

i will make a real, real effort

give me 3 months

it will be all set.