hi again, chaos

Lately, my emotions have been in a state of ChaOs...

I dont even bother to feel defensive anymore.

it comes and goes, and i watch it happens and convince myself that i enjoy the ride.

Fall/Winter inspirations

superior attitude

4:25 am

i feel extremely superior

in a Bloody GOOD mood

That was like a boost for my energy and alive soul

i mean, seriously,

i sense that the BEST is YET to COME!!!!

YES!!!!

sinking

i tried to convince myself that I cant care LESS

I tried

But feeling no better, still see myself sinking

sinking sinking and sinking

maybe i should stop blaming on bad fortune

why dont I just face the truth of myself being a pretentious yet drained rat.

mindless, shallow, fickle, dull,...

always feeling inferior of myself

sorry, Christine, i feel pathetic for you.

and please

can you stop falling apart?

oh yes, we can roCk

禮拜四晚上

一杯早已冷掉的黑咖啡, 一杯1/5滿的ＳＡＫＥ

秋天的冷空氣 讓我有紐約已經冬天的錯覺

五天 沒有手機 沒有錢包 沒有白色針織外套 更沒有ＣＨＡＮＥＬ包

喔 Actually我本身不太需要手機

suddenly, it hits me

feeling incredibly awful that the cell phone is the last thing i need.

Today's schedule

1. Morning Class
2. Nail Spa
3. Buy Sake
4. Walk the dog