sinking

i tried to convince myself that I cant care LESS

I tried

But feeling no better, still see myself sinking

sinking sinking and sinking

maybe i should stop blaming on bad fortune

why dont I just face the truth of myself being a pretentious yet drained rat.

mindless, shallow, fickle, dull,...

always feeling inferior of myself

sorry, Christine, i feel pathetic for you.

and please

can you stop falling apart?