Myself?
Because I can hardly delude myself anymore. And I just hate to admit it.
In almost every field, I came to realize now and then between sober and wasted, I know by my heart that there is not one single thing I'm satisfied with in my life at the moment, perhaps only the weight loss part I'm happy with, but beside that, my career path, my current work transition process, my love life, my future, and not to mention, my financial status, everything just doesn't seem to be on the right track.
I feel like I'm lost.
The only thing I'm certain of is indulging alcohol no longer makes me happy, no longer an escape of the reality.
I need the courage and faith to face this bloody ugly yet brutal reality.


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