Losing it

Somehow I feel a rush of jealousy.

I know it's unacceptably Immature

BUT....

it feels like she is trying to replace me..god just like how crazy it sounds, i know it's horrible for me to think it that way

but she is one of the good friends i am very closed to

She already took my best fd down

and now she has to go for her. Great.

I hate it.

Why am I thinking she is stealing my fds

because that just never happened before,

And i am so insecure now and i feel super left out.

Okay, i just feel that Im losing it.

Get over it, C.