what is it

everyone is constantly consciously or unconsciously inspired from whom, what, and where she is surrounded

Understood.

but now im just a bit confused of what i want anymore.

getting lost in the chaos of wanting everything

I certainly dont need anything

what exactly shopping means to me?

the momentarily pleasure or

possessive obsession

or the so-called investment

or just simply the urge of getaway from being bored or depressed?

what is IT?

Forget it, whichever the motive is

just follow the instinct

in the order of First come First serve bases

no wonder there is no so called saving in my life.