waiting

心情有點差

feel pretty much about everything is fallen out of the plans.

dread

if there is no expectation

there will be no helpless disappointment

I expected

thrilled

and then there comes a feel-like-forever time period

when all i can do is nothing but waiting

when i have to try hard to press my growing expectation

and its just been so long

and im longing for it

waiting and

waiting.

and when feel like a half inch away from giving up

but still secretly wishing

All the exhaustion from waiting

will be all more than worthy at the end.

So please

hang in there, my love.