2009年10月1日 星期四

禮拜四晚上

一杯早已冷掉的黑咖啡, 一杯1/5滿的SAKE
秋天的冷空氣 讓我有紐約已經冬天的錯覺
五天 沒有手機 沒有錢包 沒有白色針織外套 更沒有CHANEL包
喔 Actually我本身不太需要手機
suddenly, it hits me
feeling incredibly awful that the cell phone is the last thing i need.

Today's schedule

  1. Morning Class
  2. Nail Spa
  3. Buy Sake
  4. Walk the dog

2009年9月29日 星期二

My Great self-improvements

#1 Taking Subway to school instead of taxi
#2 Able to Be responsible even under the circumstance of having an emotional crisis
e.g. Instead of walking away from the beyond-unpleasant-totally-ugly drama with T last weekend, I managed to enforce myself to sit in front of the computer to finish my school assignments. (Important Notes: i EVEN got an encouraging comment of VERY GOOD for the History paper, yehhhh)
#3 Able to survive without any shopping (Totally amazing)
#4 Walk the dog occasionally (I am not a walking dog type of person, on top of that my dog is really could not be counted in the average dog category, but more like an extraordinarily overlarge size hairy monster. And that makes the situation other way around, He literally walks me.)

God seriously, I am so proud of myself having discipline like a normal human being does.

2009年9月24日 星期四

Ohhh so effortLess









delicious

i dont feel right.
That's probably the reason why i rushed to the liquor store downstairs 3 mins ago.
There is absolutely nothing feels better than the second i tasted the cold yet dry sake in my mouth.
Honestly, not even the very first bite of a so-called pretentious five stars plate could beat that.
so magical that i feel my stress and intense have gone half way

now i can get through the long long night.



2009年9月23日 星期三

sigh

"i guess i can do it."
I had to force myself to swallow the line "I doubt it." and masking a smile along the sentence.
do i Even have a choice? and im sure he could probably already tell that was a false commitment.
But i've already gave out my words
Three months is quite a long time.
but i can do it. EASY!!!!
as long as at the end of this year, i get to go back to my hometown.
three month
well not even three months
i would say two and half months
great, suck it up girl.

2009年9月22日 星期二