2009年9月7日 星期一

Julie and Julia

Julie and Julia was the movie we saw today right after having pasta for dinner
felt completely stuffed when we entered the theater, and 2 and half hours later,
extremely craving for food.
Not only the yummy food i crave for, but i also crave for some uncertain adventurous PROJECT
Like how Julie did it, set a time frame, and finish it off with passion and discipline
365 Days what could i do to get the full accomplishment with a maximum of satisfaction?
Maybe i could draw
one page a day.
or i could simply work on my up-coming official jewelry store
find a designer I would love to carry everyday
that sounds like a plan.
I mean, i kinda wanna do both.
Well, we will see how that goes.

list of things to do

1. mail the package
2. go to school to register my three classes for this fall semester (it even gives me a slight headache along tying those words.)
3. Call Chase to clear out my debt ( I dont think i have to make the effort to dial the numbers, they usually ring me three times a day. If i remembered it right, it was only around one hundred bucks. This really puzzles me, how could they muster up their energy to chase after me for only a hundred bucks for a solid month every single day.)
4. Order 3 Vita Mix Blenders for my mom, aunt, and grandma. (I could hardly believe it at first when my mom told me this, but really, each blender could cost more than $400. i thought we are still in economic recession!!?)
5. List all my shopping expenses from This March til today under T's special request. (This is a nightmare. I totally will have a nervous breakdown tomorrow, and im not ready for it. But apparently T is ready for an upcoming heart attack. )
6. Upload more pieces for sale

Monday afternoon

Sometimes things are better to left a blur, such as VISA Bill, Account Statement,..
I thought..
after i deliberately did not answer the call from Chase Bank
I wish they could just be as casual as me
Why bother? they are just numbers.

three more days
and my summer is officially ended
officially
academically
Honestly, I love my summer this year. Despite the fact that we could not make it to Paris and London, and the little drama of having fear of being homeless by waiting forever for the response from our dream house building management.
it is such a shame that we did not make it to go anywhere to travel
but i simply love to stroll around the city, or just be in a cab go straight from point A to point B. And not to mention, it's pretty awesome for drinking at nights, when you live in a city called, Manhattan.
AND I get to have my dear mommy and brother here with me. that's fab!!

Staring at my new funky skull model from MOMA (thanks, mom!) on my desk, spacing out..
Cant believe i need to face the same old school with bunch of new young faces
i will suck it up, like i have any other options...
Monday afternoon,
feel pretty dead after i just accidently broke another new bottle of wine in the kitchen.
T gave me a bitter suggestion while picking up the glass pieces
Dont ever come near the kitchen for another decade based on my record, breaking glasses rate: Twice to Three times a week.
Maybe
I am really an air-headed person after all.

2009年9月6日 星期日

可奢無侈

我知道最近我的確是很奢侈
i know my 價值觀is somehow twisted
但我覺得一個人可以奢
但絕對不能侈
不能浪費
i am an addictive collector
(i am always a person somewhat get addictive to anything easily, wish it applies to being productive, but never.)
and i think there is nothing wrong with collecting anything that is valuable to myself
but what i have to re-set my mind is that
i can NOT get anything my passion towards it does not last.
Seriously, i have to change my fucked up mind.
God...i got so many pieces that i get bored of it within a week or two or most likely it only be worn once.
那就是等於在把錢丟掉
最近買了一半的衣服都沒機會穿
對自己非常失望
真的
不能這個樣子
絕對不行

shape

i am absolutely in a mess up shape right now
dont even bother to put on any makeup
nor do I bother ordering any piece of my favorite spicy tuna hand roll from seamless web
I believe my baby is still on the road to the whatever that called, something requires lots of efforts, sweats, and water outdoor thing
Last night, when i was getting pretty much sober and fed up with two drunk and high people in the same cab
as soon as we entered our lobby
the doorman frowned and whispered the shocking news to us
our fuzzy son went out of control running all over the building, and somehow he made it into our neighbor's apartment to eat their cat food.
The most terrifying part to me is
God, we forgot to LOCK the god damn door.
Jesus...
i thought i almost had a heart attack.
So today
i got some things on hand to do
1. get my cant-live-without black coffee, and yes large with ice please!
1. go back and get my ring fixed to stick tight on my freaking finger. CHECK
2. get my nails nice and shine yep from hand to toe. CHECK
3. clean the god damn house. it's in such a criminal mess.

2009年9月5日 星期六

2009年9月4日 星期五

相思病

已經開始想念
一起遛狗的阿剛
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