C's Life & her Inspirations

2014年1月28日星期二

I am thankful

I could hardly believe that

I am with someone that I truly adore and bloody like

Omg I just can't thank God enough

This is mad.

2014年1月20日星期一

Unsettled feelings...

I can't quite figure out what he wants from me

And I hate it...

Like I'm so tired of playing any dramatic trick or mind blowing game

I just don't have the time or energy for it coz I know how unpleasant the downfall could be and I'm certainly not up for it.

It's one way or another.

And I need to know within one week.

So save ur unclear confusing mixed messages to urself

It's either double or nothing

One way or another

Fuk the in-betweens

2013年12月29日星期日

When does it become the other way around

I can't stop but wonder

When did it start to become the other way around

When a woman has to try so hard to impress a man to catch his attention and hope it would turn into interest?

Srly does it have to do with aging?

For Christ sake everything does do with aging

Too many bloody attractions and distractions

Too many grey area, blurry flirtatious lines, overwhelming delusion, devious sedusion, casual sex drive, pretty faces, impulsive drama, and excessive alcohol.

We r just too fearful to stay sober to break our fantasy and face the reality.

Speaking of reality, does it even Ever exist?

Considering ppl all live in their own delusion, and don't even bother to put down their champaign glass n turn off the beat.

Let's just all get wasted retarded fearless, keep feeding ourselves with the preferable fantasy coz no matter what we said n done tonight, no one would even bother to care, remember, and the worst of all not even ourselves.